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March 20 Life Is AwkwardFrom the April 08 edition of New Zealand's Girlfriend Mag.
Cera-tastic. Adj. Used to describe powerfully awkward situations.
CERA-TASTIC SITUATIONS
March 17 Sweet Surrenderblah. i never post on here lol but i think i should add something new just for the sake of it. anywayz sooo herez a poem that i wrote lyk uhhm last year. i quite lyk it actually.. i think itz one of my best works yet =]
June 12 pondering...okay so im jst feeling a bit confused, and have been for like um i dnt even remember how long lolz. soo anywayz itz jst that i keep thinking about this situation... and then i cum to a conclusion and think okay thatz over and done with, no use worrying about anymore. but.... then things keep happenning and it brings me bak this is certain situation... and so i jst cnt ignore it. i keep thinking about how these things that have been happenning relate to the situation, and wat they cud mean....
u kno that saying 'u may regret the things u do... but ul regret the things u dnt do even more' ... well yea it aint as simple as that soundz.... i cnt do everything that i want to.. and altho i dnt actually kno the outcome of my actions, i can take a guess and itz not looking gud.. itz jst that i dnt want to make the situation worse.. but itz been playing on mi for sum time now and so i think.. well wat if i did this.. maybe it wudnt turn out so bad. but then wat if it did? my life wud be over. metaphorically speaking. and i have enuf on my mind to deal wif at the moment as it iz. so i cnt really afford to do anything drastic at this time... but i dunno if i even want to anyway.. maybe i shud jst leave it. see how things go. but i mean thatz wat everyone is doing these days! and if nobodys gonna take any action then how will anything ever get solved? hmm jst sum thoughts there...
so yah im still pondering.... and trying to fit all the pieces together to draw sum kinda conclusion... i cnt at the moment tho... hmm maybe i need sum more puzzle pieces, lolz. ah well... everything happens for a reason ya kno. and if God wants this problem to be solved then it shall be, in itz own time... if not, then so be it. even if i dnt get why this is happening, i trust in Him with all my heart... so everythingz gonna be okay... June 11 sumthing ta think bout..did u kno that even if ur birth was unplanned by your parents, it wasnt unplanned to God. He chose exactly wat date and time u were born. wat ur personality wud be like. ur hair colour, skin colour, ur whole physical appearance. He wanted to create u. not because he needed to. but coz he wanted to for his enjoyment. he delights in watching u as u go about your daily routines. even wen u are sleeping he is watching u with a smile on his face. and did u kno that wen we die, it it just the beginning of the rest of our lives. this life we live now it merely a test. how u behave now, will determine wat u will be doing wen u go to heaven. God gave each of us special talents to be used to benefit other people. We are all here today because He wanted us to be here... He brang us into this world for a purpose.. jst sumthing ta think bout there.. so yah i jst thought id share that wif u...
anywayzz i guess i shud be getting bak to hmwk aye lolz. aiight im owwt peepz, l8erz! April 19 The One I AdoreLips so soft
Smile so sweet
To be with him
Makes me complete
I love the way
He looks at me
Like I am a goddess
So innocent and free
He charmed my heart
The day we met
And so that day
I shall never forget
To be with him
Makes me complete
Lips so soft
Smile so sweet
Skin so smooth
Heart so pure
He is the one
That I adore
His words are kind
His voice sincere
When I am with him
My troubles disappear
I care for him
More than he knows
And the love in my heart
Just continues to grow
He is the one
That I adore
Skin so smooth
Heart so pure March 19 Forever And Always
plz note that itz in no way related to my life kay! lolz Your obscurity and mysteriousness compliments your soul
There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you, just to see you smile
As long as I have you with me, it makes everything worthwhile
I know there’ll be times when we may not get along
But the special bond that we have will always keep us strong
I need a shoulder to cry on when I’m feeling like no one cares
And you’re the only one who can make me laugh and smile through my tears
I never want to lose you, and I’d rather be your friend
Than have you taken away from me, and never speak to you again
Just know that I think about you, before I go to sleep
And that when I know you are hurt, it makes we want to weep
I want you in my life, and I need you as a friend
Forever and always, until the very end February 10 i spilt water on my mobile!!well this morning i was drinking water coz id jst ate since we weren't starting skool till 11am, and i was kinda hurrying to put my drink bottle and lunch in mi bag....then i saw all this water spill out onto the carpet and i was thinking oh shit this drink bottle is leaking sumhow, but twasn't that it was mi cup that i was holding and i accidently tipped it to the side!
so yeh the water spilt onto my bag az well (which jst so happened to have my fone in one of the pockets, so the water seeped through!) and dayum guess wat i wudnt even have had my fone in my bag if the dumb senior skirts cud hold it without it looking bulky!!
so anywayz like after 6 today i went to dick smith to get the panasonic vs2 which iz a pretty gud deal. anddd luckily most of my numbers were saved in my sim card and most home fone numbers and addresses that i had were written in my address book that i only started a couple weeks ago....phewww that was lucky!! May 10 hiya pplz!um....well yer welcome 2 mi space! haha i neva use msn spaces but jst thought id make one for the sake of it!! anywayz yea if ur reading this ur prob bored and needa geta life ahahah. nah lolz leave a comment if u want but i dunno if im gonna write in this thing i like mi hi5 journal betta. kz shot laterzz!! |
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