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12 juin pondering...okay so im jst feeling a bit confused, and have been for like um i dnt even remember how long lolz. soo anywayz itz jst that i keep thinking about this situation... and then i cum to a conclusion and think okay thatz over and done with, no use worrying about anymore. but.... then things keep happenning and it brings me bak this is certain situation... and so i jst cnt ignore it. i keep thinking about how these things that have been happenning relate to the situation, and wat they cud mean....
u kno that saying 'u may regret the things u do... but ul regret the things u dnt do even more' ... well yea it aint as simple as that soundz.... i cnt do everything that i want to.. and altho i dnt actually kno the outcome of my actions, i can take a guess and itz not looking gud.. itz jst that i dnt want to make the situation worse.. but itz been playing on mi for sum time now and so i think.. well wat if i did this.. maybe it wudnt turn out so bad. but then wat if it did? my life wud be over. metaphorically speaking. and i have enuf on my mind to deal wif at the moment as it iz. so i cnt really afford to do anything drastic at this time... but i dunno if i even want to anyway.. maybe i shud jst leave it. see how things go. but i mean thatz wat everyone is doing these days! and if nobodys gonna take any action then how will anything ever get solved? hmm jst sum thoughts there...
so yah im still pondering.... and trying to fit all the pieces together to draw sum kinda conclusion... i cnt at the moment tho... hmm maybe i need sum more puzzle pieces, lolz. ah well... everything happens for a reason ya kno. and if God wants this problem to be solved then it shall be, in itz own time... if not, then so be it. even if i dnt get why this is happening, i trust in Him with all my heart... so everythingz gonna be okay... 11 juin sumthing ta think bout..did u kno that even if ur birth was unplanned by your parents, it wasnt unplanned to God. He chose exactly wat date and time u were born. wat ur personality wud be like. ur hair colour, skin colour, ur whole physical appearance. He wanted to create u. not because he needed to. but coz he wanted to for his enjoyment. he delights in watching u as u go about your daily routines. even wen u are sleeping he is watching u with a smile on his face. and did u kno that wen we die, it it just the beginning of the rest of our lives. this life we live now it merely a test. how u behave now, will determine wat u will be doing wen u go to heaven. God gave each of us special talents to be used to benefit other people. We are all here today because He wanted us to be here... He brang us into this world for a purpose.. jst sumthing ta think bout there.. so yah i jst thought id share that wif u...
anywayzz i guess i shud be getting bak to hmwk aye lolz. aiight im owwt peepz, l8erz! |
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